Monday, June 6, 2011

#148, June 5, night

10 things that have aroused me today (slightly censored version):

1. Meeting a couple I'm loosely acquainted with in town. They're both attractive. He's flirtatious (when I catch him alone). She's jealous as hell (when I'm not with my husband). (I have all kinds of fantasies about him. And her. And them.)

2. Fantasizing about the woman I flirt with. (I won't see her for another couple of months, sadly.)

3. Getting really, really, really angry in a store, resulting in getting a 120 euro discount. (Releasing anger is very powerful. And rare.)

4. Seeing a charming young man, early 20s, with very long hair, a tall muscular body, a great smile and an attitude in a store. (This really surprised me.)

5. Seeing a woman in another store. (Won't disclose what aroused me about her.)

6. Having a completely un-erotic and sort of formal skype conversation with a stranger, regarding an arrangement. (The whole thing, both the arrangement and the skyping, made my thoughts wander. Mainly to S.)

7. Watching porn clips for 7 minutes, without sound, my family unknowing but at home, not with the intention of masturbating, just teasing myself a little. (Very succsessful, the tease.)

8. Seeing something on tv, which caused a physical reaction I haven't felt in years. (Won't go into the nature of it.)

9. Getting a message from S shortly after I settled into bed. (I've missed him so.)

10. Talking with S for one and a half hours, at night, in bed. (I told him about the woman in the store... and we took it from there.)

S disappeared just as I was getting really close, but my thoughts were unstoppable... I came 10 minutes later, wishing he'd been there, but very glad I got to talk with him.

2 comments:

  1. You are a cruel woman, leaving out so many details....

    Just fill us in on #5

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  2. I'm almost tempted to suggest a swap: You tell me what you imagined it to be, and I tell you what it was. But no :-)

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