Sometimes I fail.
Ok, I came. But it took too long... I was so close, very soon after I started (promted by a steamy morning conversation with S, which ended abruptly, presumably because he had to start working). And then I think I just aimed too high. I wanted to stay on the edge for some time, and I did, but a little too long probably. I sort of lost momentum, and had to fight my way back, and it took a while... and after having spent some time with it I didn't feel like giving up so I kept going.
I came, but it wasn't as good as it could have been, and frankly it took forever.
I think I got lazy. When I don't have S to drive me on and/or coax those deeply hidden fantasies, sometimes I need to get a little bit more imaginative.
No worries, 128 winners out of 129 is an excellent score :)
ReplyDeleteI've been having the same problem lately, I'm not sure it's because of lack of imagination or if it's simply an overload in general. I've been thinking of taking a break... so far it's been over a week without O!
ReplyDeleteClive - always so encouraging, thanks for making me smile :-) (and THANKYOU for your Wanton wednesday entry... never commented for some reason but let me just say WOW.. maybe that's why I didn't get around to posting a hnt this week...
ReplyDeleteCande - hm, a week... since this urge hit me a couple of years ago I've only gone that long during holidays, due to a sad lack of privacy. But now, at home, as an experiment - perhaps it would do me good...?